Im in school again.... i before i gave my 2wks at my job i did write a "formal request"... and for 2 days the management at my place of work did thier jobs-(the 2days before thier boss came to our staff mttg.) and after that is was back to the way it was before, fortunately for me i only had like 3 days left to work there. I met with one of my coworker after that. they still complain about the management, i've done what i can. i dont work there anymore it's up to you all... good luck...CHAPTER ENDED!!!!!!!

So anyways im back to school... well i guess i can tell you that my last college experience did not end well i basically stopped attending classes.  So this year i had to write an appeals letter for admission and financial aid.  Im still waiting to hear on the fin. aid. (fingers crossed-lots of praying)   In the dorms again, with a room mate.... we've been here for 5 days. still dont know much about each other... im 24 shes 23 so we didnt have that first all night talk u do when ur a freshman, where you tell your life's story and go 2 class crazy tired.  i dont really mind.  i guess what matters now is that we just retain a suitable level of respect for each other. 

I like the majority of my classes... i have the slightest "crush" on one of my profs.  my biggest challenge is gonna be my english class. 

I kinda miss the rez. it's not that far away, and it's not like i cant talk to ppl i kno there... it's that i guess it's harder to relate to other ppl in my classes and my dorm.  Today i was in english 1 n we were put into groups, 2guys 2 girls... after we quit brainstorming  immediately the 2 guys started talking, then they started asking questions back and forth to the girl. and im like hello sitting between them. whenever i said anything, they listened, but no one said anything in response or asked questions. so it was more or less talking to the air...(they were caucasion)  And i guess i kinda jus revereted automatically to the mind set i had in high school(was a smart kid,lol, was in the upper level classes with few to no other natives in it)  , fuck'em...lol  i kno thats not the only option, hopefully i can be more open minded myself.  idk, me and my insecurities....

I love the sunshine!!!!! 

i been having issues with a few of my new co-workers. one i particular... we seem to clash on many levels.  i feel like it's cool to be close with a client, you know spending 5days a week for 3mo you get to know ppl, and in the position we are in, we should be available to listen to them if they have something they want to get off their chests or whatever. 

However.... there are certain lines that are not to be crossed, talking about other staff, talking about other clients-past or current.  talking about things that are privately discussed during staff meetings?  these things i dont see how any of it is helpful to a client.   there are also confidentiality rules here.

I just dont agree with some of the ways this  person handles certain situations, instead of speaking to someone that they  disagree with this person goes directly to the boss, like oohh look what this person is doing... they cant do that can they?  gets on my nerves. this person  also has  a tendency to say inapropriate things.  if i didnt have to work with this person im pretty confident that i wouldnt have anything to do with them... 

this person and i around the same age.  most of the time i can just let things go. i m tryng to keep my head about all this and treat this person with respect.  somtimes im just speechless...